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    September 28

    neighborhood grocery store

    In my profession, we talk a lot about the importance of a local neighborhood grocery store in encouraging healthy, livable communities.  A grocery store, that is within walking distance of where you live, is one element in a laundry list of important features that help to encourage livable, healthy, and vibrant communities.  I could go on and on about this topic, but it is not the point of the blog, merely a preface of things to come.  
     
    Back in the day, my local grocery store was the Promenade Red Apple at Jackson and 23rd. Nowadays our local grocery store is the PCC.  Until Monday, I had not been back to the Red Apple since we moved from the Cherry Street house...almost 10 months ago.  I was immediately struck by the differences between the two stores, and how indicative it is of our former and current lifestyles.  I know comparing the Red Apple to the PCC is like comparing apples to starfruit, but I am still gonna try.  Some time and distance from the Red Apple made me realize how truly ghetto that store is and how absolutely ridiculous and fancypants the PCC is.  And I just want to note that this is not a barb on either one of the stores, each have their merits and downsides...it just makes me laugh.  I may have been in denial before, but I am most definitely a yuppie and there is no going back.
     
    Red Apple vs. PCC --How do they stack up?
     
    Cost:
    • PCC: I cannot walk out of the store without spending at least $20.  Sticker shock every time I stop in to buy something.  I actually boycotted the store for a few weeks b/c I was so mortified by the costs. I don't know how anyone can shop there  exclusively. Certainly no one can be poor and  eat organic.  Your entire income would go to PCC.  Who knew $80 worth of groceries could fit in just one brown paper bag?  Mind boggling.
    • Red Apple:  Always good for bargain items, including a $1 aisle.  Generic brands of  non-organic items abound. Excellent stock of canned goods.  WIC approved!
    Fruit and vegetables:
    • PCC:  Yes, I bought a $2.00 organic nectarine once.  I nearly pissed my pants when I saw the cost. I walked out of the store thinking, this better be the best piece of fruit I've ever tasted or I'm gonna be flippin' mad.  I wasn't going to tell Roger that I actually paid $2.00 for a piece of fruit until I ate it.  Oh my.  BEST NECTARINE EVER.  Perfectly sweet. Not crisp, not soggy.  Juicy as can be. Just heavenly.  It was so good I sucked on the seed for a while until every little morsel was consumed.  As I wolfed it down I admitted to Roger that I did, in fact, pay 2 bucks for the thing.  Worth every bite.  I also *accidentally* paid $4.00 for a cantaloupe at the PCC. It too was fabulous and delicious...but there is just something wrong with spending that much on a small melon. Lesson learned, weigh your produce when you buy at PCC!
    • Red Apple: You can always depend on rotting fruit at the Red Apple.  Monday,  I needed one small roma tomato.  I walked up to the tomatoes and disturbed an entire colony of fruit flies.  EWWWW!!  Every single one was disgusting. I picked the best one and brought it home. Roger promptly turned his nose up at it.  What can I say? The selection was gross.  The veggies and fruit always look a bit old and sub par at the Red Apple. Sometimes you can find good deals on limes, lemons, potatoes, etc, but generally I don't buy produce there if I can help it.
    Meat:
    • PCC: Ground Lamb can be found for a decent price.  Free Range, Hormone Free, Organic...you name it, you can find it at PCC...but probably at about 3x's the price you want to pay.  Do you see a recurring theme? After we moved to Seward Park, Lamburgers became a popular item in our household.  We never once ate anything like that at the Cherry St. house.
    • Red Apple:  Slightly brown meat abounds in the meat aisle...but you can also find things like Chorizo, Ox Tails (not that I buy it), preseasoned chicken thighs and parts, etc.  The meat selection definitely caters to the local demographic. 
    Booze:
    • PCC: Microbrew, microbrews, microbrews! Yum! Best part of the PCC is the beer selection.  I think I actually saw Roger salivate the very first time we walked into the PCC and he peeped the beer selection.  Also a nice wine selection. Not a Budweiser to be found.
    • Red Apple:  Your place to find Steel Reserve, Old E, Mickey's, Bud, etc.  Actually now that the alcohol impact area has come into effect, the selection of rotgut is much more limited.
    Frozen Section:
    Unique Aisle:
    • PCC:  Bulk aisle with  items like granola, grains, etc.
    • Red Apple:  Mexican Aisle!  My favorite part of the Red Apple. You can find everything you need to make tamales. They have a selection of Jariscos soda, the weird Gamesa cookies my grandma used to eat when I was a kid, bulk dried chilies, etc. They really have the Mexican aisle stocked well. This is the part I miss most about the Red Apple. On Monday, I bought a can of autentico pinto beans and made some of the best refried beans I have ever made. I just sung gleefully in the kitchen the entire time I was making them.  I even made up a little refried bean song. Amazing what some good home cooking can do for your mood. Especially when you have been craving homemade refried beans for weeks.
    Crazies outside the store:
    • PCC: The older lady who tries to sell you used/gently loved stuffed animals, plastic roses, or whatever crafty thing she has laid her hands upon. She is very nice and does not get in your face. Just smiles with no teeth and offers you her wares silently.
    • Red Apple:  Do I even need to go here? Hoodies. Hoodies. Hoodies.  People up in your face giving you sob stories for cash so they can walk around the block and buy some crack. I'm not joking.
    General Aesthetic:
    • PCC: Yuppie, yuppie, yuppie. Super Clean. Very Friendly. Surprisingly, still diverse.  Lots of moms.
    • Red Apple:  nothing beats shopping for your groceries while listening to classic soul and funk jams.   I love how people dance down the aisles or sing along.  If they played music at the PCC it would be Cat Stevens or Yanni  or some other crap like that.
    I guess the point of the blog is that I am still shocked every so often by how different our new neighborhood is from the old neighborhood.  Sometimes I miss how 'real' the old 'hood is...but I certainly don't miss the downsides of that environment...like all the trash everywhere.  Like the hootin' and hollerin' from people out on the street at all hours of the night.  Instead of running into Big Time Deal Makers or the people who try to break into your truck  at the Red Apple (I swear I saw the guy who tried to break into my truck on Monday), I occasionally see people from the block or even people I train with.  As I learned while a shopper at the Red Apple, you need to be selective about your purchases.  The same rings true at the PCC. And of course, neither store is equiped to handle my bulk shopping. I save that for Safeway.
    September 21

    I am my father's daughter

    I did not grow up with my dad in the household. My parents separated when I was one and were divorced by the time I was 3.  When I was very young (>6)  I would see him sporadically on weekends, like maybe once a month.  Since I saw him so rarely, he would spoil me.  My family always said I would come home a huge brat after a weekend with my dad.  Why? My pops is a gregarious chap and he makes friends with everyone--so he'd do things like get me backstage with the clowns after a trip to the circus, or a special peek in the staff areas at a local aquarium so I could see the inner workings of the aquarium.  When I was very young we'd go to MarineWorld, tidepooling, circus, Dodger games, etc.  We'd go on road trips and do things like pick cherries and strawberries, visit his old cronies, etc.  Of course, I thought all of this was awesome.  I loved that my dad had "backstage" access to all of these places. I thought it was because he was an important person, but really he just talks to people and would connive his way into a situation. He'll strike up a conversation with practically anyone.  I understand however, that those were some wild years for my dad.  I guess he was still pretty young and unattached, so he was a partier. 
     
    Once he married my stepmom, I started seeing him more regularly but in a different capacity.  My stepmom came with two kids, and so all of a sudden I was not the center of dad's universe. I felt cheated. Yeah I gained a new family, but I lost that connection with my dad.  I was resentful b/c I was a kid and I didn't know any better.  I liked that my new stepsister was my age and so we played a lot of board games and such together. But I felt awkward in their household for a very long time. I felt like an outsider.  Their house was not my dad's house. It was their house.  It was their stuff I was using or playing with.  They were a family unit without me. They didn't need me there.  I was merely a scruffy visitor who came by every so often. My stepbrother and stepsister got to be around my dad all the time and I only got to see him every other weekend.    He also worked nights and swing shift back then, so there would be many weekends where I would only see my dad when he picked me up, after he got home from work (but before he went to bed), and then once again when he dropped me off.  It was very hard for me.  I always felt like I got the raw end of the deal.  I went to their house to visit my dad, not anyone else. 
     
    It wasn't until I got into high school and started running track and cross country that I started to develop a relationship with my dad.  He would come and see my meets (he could be there in the afternoon because of his work schedule). It was really great.  I'd be running up a hill and all of a sudden see my dad on the sidelines yelling and cheering. He would scout out the routes so he could see my run by a couple of times.  It meant a lot to me that he WANTED to come to my meets, because let's be honest here, cross country is not a spectator sport. That was really cool that he came to watch me run.
     
    Then I went to college and he moved to St. Croix.  It was not until I became an adult that I started to have a legitimate relationship with my dad. I could relate to him as an adult and we could do things together.  We got our dive certification together. We went diving or driving around the island. We drank beers and rum together, etc.  He is still quite a gregarious dude. You go to the dive shop and everyone is "his buddy".  When the monthly "Jump UP" street fair happens in Christiansted he seems to know everyone and is constantly handing me a rum drink to cheers with his friends and acquaintenances.  But I will never say that I've been close to him.  When I call him, I usually end up talking to Cathy more than my dad b/c talking on the phone hurts his ears. I don't really share too much of what is going on in my life (the details), and I really don't see him that regularly. He likes to talk on the phone when he is drunk and feeling sentimental.  It is during these moments that I hear how much he loves me, or how proud he is of me, but it really wasn't until I was an adult, and definitely only in the past 10 years that he has expressed these types of sentimental feelings toward me.  
     
    Nowadays, I maybe see him once a year when I go down to St. Croix to visit.    However, until last weekend, it had been almost 3 years since I saw my dad.  The last time we've been to St. Croix was in Feb 2004 when we went with the Ropers.  It had been a long time.  He doesn't like "wasting" his vacations to go to California, and he hasn't been to Seattle since Roger and I got married. I am convinced they will not come back to Seattle until I start popping out the babies.
     
    When I am around my dad, I am struck by how similar we are.  I was never raised around him, but we exhibit similar personality traits. So does my half brother Sam.  We are all gregarious and  will talk to just about anyone out on the street (this saved me at the Cherry St house).  We all like to dance and shimmy in a similar fashion.  We all have the ability to zone out everything around us and be in our own world. We all three shock and embarrass my step mom. We are all a little crass and gauche. These are just a few examples that come to mind, which are actually, not very good examples.  But it is quite striking when I am around dad and Sam. Roger even remarked after the rehearsal dinner last weekend that the three of us are almost  the same person, except I have boobs and a small frame (and a bit of fury from my mom). I find that so odd given that I've spent so little time with my pops or brother.
     
    It is within this context that I was anxious to spend some time with my Dad and Sam at Jill's wedding.  Cause you know? My dad is a good time. Sam is a good time. And Sam? He is his father's son. What a crack up. I think that kid is going far in life.  He has to with his winning personality. 
     
    The result of the weekend? Man, I really enjoy spending time with my pops.  We cut the rug and partied together. We drank together. We wolfed down our surf and turf dinner. We laughed and had a good time with the Mares clan. Dad, unfortunately did neither the splits or the alligator on the dance floor (dad pulled a groin muscle doing the splits at our wedding). But he certainly had a good time dancing, as did I. Now, I am excited to return to St. Croix next year to see his newly remodeled home, dive, party, etc.  A refresher with pops was exactly what I needed.

    crushin' on Jet

    I just read an article on Jet Li's new movie, Fearless.  It is the second article I've read in two days and all of a sudden I am really crushin' on Jet Li.  Maybe it is related to the fact that I started to train regularly again, and so I have kung fu on the brain.  I have to see this new movie. He is simultaneously adorable and badass. I really hope this is not his last movie, because he's pretty amazing on screen and I usually love his movies. By far, my favorite is still Fist of Legend. It is an all-time classic.  That scene where he flies through the air, whips off his belt, and starts wailing on his opponent blows my mind.  I think and talk about that scene more than a normal person should. Sometimes when I am home alone, I pop the movie in and watch that scene just to get pumped up.   It is my life aspiration to be able to wield a belt like that someday.  Even if I learn how to use a belt as a weapon and am 10% as effective as he is, I will consider it a life accomplishment.  This was my motivation behind taking a rope fighting class at martial arts camp this year.  I sat there in the middle of the workshop imagining myself flying through the air, wielding a belt.   Today I realized I've seen a fraction of his films.  For example, I've never seen Hitman and that movie also involves a scene with a belt.  Basically I love any scene where someone takes an ordinary object and turns it into a weapon.  Now that is adaptability. 
     
     I believe I have a new agenda for the winter--catch up on all the Jet Li movies ever made, with a focus on his pre-Hollywood films. Who's game?  Any suggestions? Jet Li movie nights, here I come.
    September 18

    Prehensile Toes

    All of us girls on my mom's side have prehensile toes. Friday night I was holding baby Sophia.  I love baby toes, so I pulled off the baby's socks so I could play with her little feet.  Roger came up and touched her toes and she immediately tried to curl her toes around his finger. He laughed and we all had a good time talking about how versatile us girls are with our feet.  Tenaya, Natalie, Malia and I can all do a lot of things with our toes--like grab things off the floor and toss them, pick up small objects, etc. Roger thinks it is gross that I have toe dexterity, but I see it as an asset.  What is hilarious is that Roger often remarks about my toe versatility when we are putzing about the house and he witnesses me doing something with my feet.  To see the baby do it at age 2 weeks, and then for him to hear how Malia, Tenaya and Nat do it all the time too was quite striking.   Everyone who encounters us using our feet thinks it is gross.  Ha! Ya'll are just jealous that you don't have prehensile toes.
     
    When I was a kid, I saw this program on TV about a boy who didn't have arms and learned how to write with his feet.  I was so struck by this that I decided I needed to learn how to write with my feet in case I got in a car accident and lost my arms (yes, I thought of these events and contingencies when I was a kid). So I practiced for a couple of weeks how to write with my left foot.  For a while there I  could write with my left foot about the same as I could write with my right hand (which is sloppy but discernable).  I wonder if I can still write with my toes?  I might have to try it tonight. 
     
    Heredity is an amazing thing.  My mom's side of the family has some strong genes. 
    September 15

    The damage

    It has been a week since my car accident.  My back and neck still feel achy and tight, but certainly better than it did last weekend. I’m not having throbbing headaches anymore, just a constant dull ache at the base of my skull and forehead area. I went to class Wednesday and although my neck and shoulders are a little sore, it felt good to stretch and move my body.   All of the insurance related paperwork and claims have been filed. The estimate on my vehicle has been done and I take my truck in on Monday morning to get it repaired.   It ends up being that more than the bumper was messed up. Some of the chassis got bent, and the truck bed itself is slightly crooked. There are paint chips where the truck bed collided with the main body of the truck.  Therefore, I will be without my truck all of next week.  I’ll be getting a not-so-sporty standard rental car to tide me over.  Next I will pursue massage, acupuncture and PT for the residual back pain.  Hope to be feeling more like myself after this weekend.

    You

    I am so diggin' this track right now.
     
    I bet Spandau Ballet never would have guessed that True would be so inspirational to hip hop artists.
    September 14

    Fashion Dilemma

    If you’ve been around me the past couple of weeks, you will know that I have been stressing about what to wear to my stepsister’s wedding this weekend.  Yes, “pink thong” is getting married finally (shout out to all ya’ll who went to our wedding… “raise your hands in the atmosphere if you know what I’m talking about”).
     
    I don’t normally stress about clothing. I wear what I want or like and normally don’t give a hoot what people think.  However, I’ve never been to a wedding at the Beverly Hills Hotel and I have no clue what to expect out of that experience other than it is at the Beverly Hills Hotel which in my mind equals fancy.  Backyard weddings I can do.  Weddings in parks—yeah, I got the attire down for that too.  But fancypants weddings? Dunno.  Fanciest weddings I have been to include Larry and Cami’s in Sao Paolo (where coincidentally most of the American women were underdressed) and Dave and Lauren’s wedding—which was at the elegant Alexis Hotel downtown.

    I hemmed and hawed about what to wear for weeks but was in denial about shopping.  I hate shopping with a purpose. Casual shopping = awesome in my book.  Shopping with an objective = stressful (because inevitably I cannot find what I am looking for).   I finally determined that I did not own anything appropriate to wear to a wedding, and given that the wedding was quickly approaching I finally conceded to go shopping last weekend. I've been in denial about spending money--this has been an expensive summer.  Anyway, Rog and I went to South Center and spent a good couple of hours with me prancing around in various dresses for him.  Nothing really worked or fit.  Bummed, I tried some boutiques in Seattle the following day.  I went to U Village also.  Either nothing quite fit, was inappropriate, or I was too darn cheap to purchase the dress. I even went to a kung fu chick’s house (who coincidentally is my EXACT size) and tried on a bunch of her clothes.  I walked away with an evening gown but later decided it was too “red carpet” and not wedding appropriate.

    There comes a time where you start to be ridiculous…and I reached that point on Tuesday.  I was in a near frenzy.  I mean, nobody would look askance at me at the wedding.  But for some reason I have it in my mind that I need to look FABULOUS at Jill’s wedding, and nothing else will do.  It doesn’t help that I always feel dumpy next to Jill so there was some angst there I suppose.  I went to Bell Square after work. First off—if I am going to Bell Square that means I am desperate. I hate Bell Square. I mean, the mall is a good one and they have a lot of good stores.  But I can’t stand being around the people (mostly the richy teenagers who are SOOO annoying….and of course some of those stores are just a little too rich for my blood.  It makes me feel gross.  But I went. I figured it would be the kind of place that would have what I need.  And lo and behold I found a dress I LOVE.  I gave up on being frugal and just bought what I thought looked good so I could stop wasting time and just move on with my life.  Who knows if it is appropriate for a wedding at the BHH, but at least I feel good about myself while wearing the dress. And that is what counts, right?    I modeled it for Roger last night and got his stamp of approval.

    I am now, finally, really excited about the wedding.  I haven’t seen the Mares side of the family in years. I haven't seen my dad in almost 3 years.  I love partying with my dad and brother and I am sure to get lots of that this weekend.  And, of course, there is the added luxurious gift we received from Roger’s parents…one night accommodation at the BHH Saturday night.  Wooo!!!  We’re big pimpin’ style now!  Photo shoot forthcoming ;)  I’m sad I won’t be able to spend that much time with our new niece, but we will at least get to see her and shower her with gifts and kisses. 

    September 08

    Dang, it feels good to be a Terran

    This is a belated shout out to all those Terrans who brought their A game to Dave and Lauren's wedding.  Damn! It was so good to see everyone.  I still feel all warm and fuzzy after seeing all of our Stanford friendsThanks again to Dave and Lauren for throwing an awesome wedding celebration!  I haven't had that much fun at a wedding in a long time.   I had a blast hanging out with the local crew and the Terra crew.  It is pretty shocking to think that I've known most of these folks for 10+ years.  It is even more amazing to think that even after all these years, you put us all in a room together and it is like "click"... GAME ON. Chloe said to me the other day "you Terrans sure know how to party!"  Damn straight.  My response to Chloe "Yeah, we rock it old school when we get together...we hit the bottle pretty hard...actually we hit everything pretty hard when we get together".  It is tough not to.    I take for granted that we have a large Terra contingency already in the Seattle area.  All we need to do is convince BK, Eugebear, and Sashie to move to Seattle and I don't think I could ever want for anything more in life :)  Then again, I might become an alcoholic if we all lived in close proximity together...so maybe it is for the best.  I will say that Rog and I need to plan long weekend trips to D.C., S.F, and San Antonio within the next year.  I've decided after this weekend that my happiness levels require a recommended annual allowance of quality time with our peeps. It is like Dave and Lauren's parents expressed to me multiple times over the course of the evening, we are VERY lucky to have such good friends.  Up next... which Terran will take on the revival of the Terra 70's party?!?  Any takers?

    I BRAKE for Pedestrians...and you should too A-hole

    Today I got rear ended on the way into work.  It was about 7:30 this morning. I"m driving along Boren, just north of the intersection with Broadway.  There is a pedestrian crosswalk there that gets high usage in the morning. I always slow down there because inevitably there are peds.  The car in front of me stopped suddenly for a pedestrian and I, in turn, applied my brakes safely.  But I happened to glance in the rearview mirror and noticed a vehicle quickly approaching...and then SLAM...right into my truck.  DAMMIT. At least I had a chance to prepare myself for the jolt.  The bumper of the truck got pulled down but other than that it looks ok.  Go Truck! We quickly exchanged information (he uses USAA too!).   I will pursue getting it fixed, thankfully the guy was quite remorseful and come to find out he is a vascular surgeon at Group Health...so hopefully there will be no hassles whatsoever with the repairs to my vehicle. We didn't call the cops (yes, I know a big no no but we were in the middle of Boren and there was a ton of traffic and the damage really didn't look that significant at the time). I called Roger afterward and immediately started bawling my eyes out.  I can be a tough girl most of the time, but sometimes you just need a little sympathy.    Now that I am in the office,  I feel really loopy.  I felt ok after the accident (adrenaline rush), but now that I am at work I feel shaky and my upper back feels a little gross.  I thought maybe it was tension, but it really feels yucky. My boss came in, took one look at me,  and immediately asked me what was wrong.  I'm going to wait to see how I feel later this morning, but my boss suggested that I go see a doctor just in case so that I can get it on the record today. I am starting to feel like that is a good idea. Now I must proceed with all of the phone calls. Yuck. What a hassle. And I really wanted to get into the office early this morning to get some things accomplished. Now all I can think about is where things feel funny in my body.
     
    I've had several near accidents in the past couple of weeks.  Two near collisions coming back with the ladies after Lauren's bachelorette party (where people almost hit us).   We were very lucky. I will attribute it to my lightening quick reflexes (perhaps kung fu has helped with my driving reflexes)!  Man, I feel like ass.
    September 01

    Hiiiyaaah!

    I'm getting hype for martial arts camp!  All of the ladies at school are pumped up for camp.  I mean, there has been a countdown to PAWMA on the dry erase board starting about 6 months ago.  We have a crew of 30 from our school heading to Olympia for the weekend. This will be my second camp.  Now that I know what to expect out of camp, I am super excited.  It is really an amazing experience.  The classes are awesome, the instructors are awe inspiring,  and the company is a lot of fun.  It is nice to be able to socialize with the kung fu chicks outside of the training environment.  Camp is pretty intense--basically it is a full day worth of training, with meals in between and events/socializing at night.  Last year I slept like a rock, ate like a glutton, and kicked/punched/jumped all day.  I remember eating about 10 pieces of bacon at breakfast every day because I was so ravenous all the time.  At meals if you stop and look around the room, everyone is just shoveling food down their throats.  This year, my experience will be slightly condensed (I'm doing 2 days of camp instead of 4) due to dave/lauren wedding festivities, but I'm really excited I get to do both events this weekend. I am anxious to see everyone from the Terra crew who will be visiting for the wedding. 
     
    This weekend I am looking forward to taking classes like:
    • Ukemi-The art of falling and receiving techniques
    • Tactical Defense Against Weapons
    • Pananandata Rope Fighting
    • Edged Weapons--Attack & Defense
    • Doing Less:  Effortless Effort
    • Aki Jujitsu-the internal energetic aspect of joint locks
    • The Organization of Awareness:  Mind in Movement
    • and of course...I have to take one of the poekoelan forms!!!

    near disaster averted

    I’ve learned over the past month, that my truck does not have a ‘low fuel’ gauge.  You know, that little yellow light, usually shaped like a gas pump that goes on when your fuel tank is low?  Well, my Toyota Tacoma does not have one of those.  I found this out earlier this month.   I got out of a day’s worth of interviews in downtown Tacoma and needed to drive to my office in the North End.   I start the truck and discover that I am woefully low on gas.  Come to find out there are no gas stations in downtown Tacoma. (Remember this for future reference. No gas in DT Tacoma…or DT Seattle for that matter).  My thought process—I had to get to the office for a conference call, so I figured I’d just drive in the general direction of the office and hopefully find a gas station.  Wrong choice.  The direct route between downtown and our Tacoma office is through residential neighborhoods.  I was 2 blocks from my office when the truck starts shaking vigorously and then died. It wouldn’t restart.   I was panicking, of course, but thankfully I was driving on a hill and was able to coast down the hill to an available parallel parking spot.  I assumed I had enough gas to get me to the nearest gas station because the light had not gone off.    I was shocked to discover that no such gas light existed in the truck.

    Admittedly, I felt quite stupid that I let the truck run out of gas.  I’ve never had that happen before. Ever.  I’ve been a passenger when someone has let the gas run out, but I have never been dumb enough to do it myself.  I ended up calling AAA to bring me some gas (Hey, that is why I pay an annual fee). I still felt like a total airhead.  I had to explain to my boss why I would be late to the conference call, and then I had to wait for a mechanic to bring me gas. LAME.  It ended fine. At least I was close to the office and was able to check email and stuff before the mechanic arrived.  The mechanic was some old dude who looked me up and down and kind of dismissed me as a stupid broad.  After that incident I vowed that I would never let the fuel tank dip below a ¼ tank.  Until yesterday.   I was, of course, running late to a meeting.  I had “worked from home” and lost track of time.  Therefore, I was driving from home to the Issaquah office.  On the drive I had been blasting my tunes, talking on the phone to my friend Amy, and just kind of operating under autopilot.  I get off of the freeway and all of a sudden the truck starts to shake vigorously again.  I thought, “oh crap…what now!” until I noticed that there was zero fuel in my tank. WTF!!!  Again, the surge of emotions that range from anger at myself for letting it happen again (in less than a month’s time), fear that the truck is going to die before I reach the nearest gas station, and nervousness about being late to the meeting, simply because I  can’t seem to remember to check gauges.  The good news—I pulled into the Arco station right as the truck died.  I was able to fill up the tank and make it to my meeting just in time.   I'm having some major truck karma this month.  I better not push the envelope anymore.  I also realized how dependent I am on that particular gauge.  I know when the light goes on that I need to make my way to the gas station, but that I have a few miles remaining.  I am sorry to admit that I used to depend on the gauge all the time in my Cavalier and also in the FeBreeze.  No can do now.

    I suppose there is really no benefit to blogging about these incidents other than to demonstrate my stupidity…but also to forewarn my friends that you really can’t bank of the fuel gauge.  Learn from my mistakes and don’t be a dumbass.